My love - Ayappan

I am Malikapurathu Amma devi.
My devotees are called Malikappuram in sabarimala.
I have a heart which is full of Ayappan
I have a lotus which I want to give to Ayappan.

I told Ayappan that I want to marry him
He told me I am here to protect dharma.

He went inside forest and become,
Eternal celibate.
Not only disappointing me
But also making me to wait.
Its already thousand years.

Honorable supreme court
And my dear politicians before sharing and eating my lover.
Please consider me
I am still waiting.
And weeping.

Sabarimala :- Unable to discriminate with discrimination.

Vedanta or any theology based on Upanishads are experience oriented it is not result oriented it gives direct experience to the student about something which is beyond anything. That is the reason Aadi shankara talks about it in one of his wonderful writing "Nirvana shaktham" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7W3_YdQK4M.

A common mind which has relatively low intellect or understanding cant experience this easily so Rishis(Not yogis) Made systems which helps a common man to understand this easily through temples. According to Vedanta there are four states in order to attain kaivalya or moksha these are Brahmacharya,Garhika,vanaprastha,sanyasa https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashrama_(stage) In Kerala these four states are symbolised through four temples of sastha (Ayappa is an avathar of sastha) 1)Brahmacharya https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kulathupuzha_Sastha_Temple2)Garhika https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aryankavu_Sastha_Temple3)Vanaprastha https://en.wikipedia.org/.../Achankovil_Sree_Dharmasastha... 4)Sanyasa (This is the land in which now war is happening women says they also want to go). This is the finest state of human dharma Sanyasa some one who left everything and went inside forest and said please don disturb me Irony is that that is where every one wants to go. So ayappan told if you want to see me please realise I am you only (Aham brahmasmi) and these rituals will help you to understand https://www.quora.com/What-are-rules-and-regulations-to.... Understand it is not just a temple 

Ayappan never being a fascist any way check out his friends list In fb :) Vavar- A Muslim warrior https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vavar Kochu thomman A christian friend, Those who talks about racial discrimination in Hinduism is actually a product of inferior complex of mind This upanayanam done in ravishankar asrm is open for all https://bangaloreashram.org/host-your-event/upanayanam/ if you feel brahmins are superior to you 

Scientific research papers about vedanta and all are available online a simple google search will take you there Some are here http://ijasrm.com/.../2016/10/IJASRM_V1S10_140_64_68.pdf Study of vedanta http://ir.inflibnet.ac.in:8080/jspui/handle/10603/41241 And about tantra core of it is soundarya lahari http://www.advaita-vedanta.co.uk/…/289-saundarya-lahari-fin… Temples are actualisation of soundaryalahari especially temples in south.

In sabarimala the women activists one side they are unable to discriminate with discrimination and the other side blind believers with dogma and like a wolf in sheep fighting political leaders 

The serpent:- Why i like the serpent

1. Serpents are considered to be wise because they have multiplied and flourished more than any other wild animal.

2. Serpents are considered to be wise because they have continued to exist in an ever-modernizing world. You will notice that many wild animals are becoming extinct in our modern world.

3. Serpents are considered to be wise because they have been able to flourish even though they are hated by everyone.

4. Serpents are considered to be wise because they evoke fear and respect in human beings. Human beings do not fear and respect many animals but they definitely fear and respect snakes.

5. Serpents are considered to be wise because of their ability to live on every continent and every part of the world.

6. Serpents are considered to be wise because of their ability to function in every sphere; on land, in the sea, in freshwater and even in the air.

7. Serpents are considered to be wise because of their ability to accomplish their goals in this world. In spite of all the odds stacked against the snakes, they are able to live, eat and multiply.

Devi(Goddess) my painting.

I made this painting based on 7th verses of soundarya lahari which is going in this way.

Here

Full moon mature face is the projection of this painting.

As an addition, I have made one more painting for the same

The Mysterious world

Humanity is completely lost in the materialistic excitement.  What we see or what we deal with every day is simply the projection of that.  For the ease, we can call it Brahman.  Imagine if we can have a way to unite with this. the core of everything then what we can see and interpret will become different from the root.

I read a better book in this direction called "Vigyan bhairava tantra" The very best book Shiva given to Devi

For ease of understanding, all those Meditation techniques can be found at this link

http://www.meditationiseasy.com/meditation-techniques/vigyan-bhairav-tantra-index-of-112-meditation-techniques/ 

The best movies i have ever saw

Guru 
Malayalam movie starring Mohanlal

A Wikipedia link about this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guru_(1997_film)

The holy mountain

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Holy_Mountain_(1973_film)

Both are the fantasy stories trying to reveal the truth of the universe in front of the seeker who seeks it.

A true story

I was waiting at the seashore of the capital country, Yeah I was waiting for my girlfriend. last week she said to me she doesn't want me anymore. I am fine I am absolutely fine with it because the robot I made extremely satisfy me. I got to know this as well she recently bought a boy robot.

He cooks he give massage to her whenever she wants. Any way artificial insemination we have done last year with a maid we hired helps us to have kids.

Hear my waiting ends. She came near to me wearing a black overcoat and a neat long white piece with a lot of red flowers. said.

"Arun, we are getting separated I would like  to live in my world  I am extremely sorry that I couldn't understand you anyway thank you for giving me company so far."

I searched my face truth is that eyes don't know whether needs to cry or not.

Abandoned Narayana Gurukul In waynad

Guru Nithya, a spiritual successor of Sree Nataraja Guru, founded the East-West University of
Brahmavidya. One of the disciples of Guru Nataraja, John Leshore decided to build a Gurukula near the Pookode Lake in Wayanad. (Pookode is a natural freshwater lake nestling amid evergreen forests and mountain slopes at an altitude of 770 meters above sea level. It is 15 km away from Kalpetta. It is the second largest and highest freshwater lake in Kerala.) For a long period,
it was once a knowledge hub for many students all over India and abroad. John also known
by the name “Swami Asharyashcharya” and his disciples were teaching art and Advaita Vedanta in
the Gurukula. In addition, it had an excellent art gallery and a meditation hall.

Once this was a knowledge hub for so many students from India and abroad for a long time John
was also known as Swami asharyashcharya and his disciples used this place for teaching art and
Advaita Vedanta. Also, it was having a world-class art gallery and meditation hall as well.

In the month of December 2017, I visited Wayanad and met some of the old disciples of John. I went around all the Gurukula premises, and stayed in the house of Gurus disciple Abu and met Shivam with the guidance of Swami Sahaja Njana. All were well-known artists and disciples of John.

This beautiful Gurukula situated in the banks of Pookkodu Lake is now abandoned and there is no caretaker. There were many ruins that have become a meal for white ants and other creatures. Some of the photographs that I have taken during my stay are attached below.

Also, we can see a temple on the banks of Pookkodu Lake by Guru. Some of the pictures I have taken
from Pookkodu Gurukul.